Day Two: My First Love

When I was about seven I had a HUGE crush on my imaginary boyfriend, Skittles Tastetherainbow. He was the best boyfriend ever and my "First love". He was even better than Taylor Lautner ;) Of course he was perfect, he always knew what to say, when to say it, and he knew how to make me laugh. My sister would always tease me about him, but I deeply loved him! Still to this day, every time I see Skittles I can't help but laugh to myself (like my own little personal joke). I can honestly say that he is in someone else's life, making them feel as loved as he made me feel.

On a more serious note.... I honestly don't think I've been in real love with someone. I care for a lot of different guys but at one point or another they always seem to break my heart. I'm just so glad that I don't have to get married yet. But, if I had to pick, I think Music would have to be my first love. Ever since I could remember, someone in my family was in Choir, Orchestra, or band even. None of them stuck with it really after high school but it was there. I literally grew-up in it. I've always liked listening to

it loud and proud. We share a special bond, me and music. But because it does so

much for me, of course I'd need to return the favor. So, I write music. I play

how I feel, I write what I hear in my head and somehow it seems to sound ok. Haha. But, like everyone else, I get horrible writers block. That's when I "take a break" from my love and just listen.

I think whoever I end up marrying will just need to realize and accept the fact that I will always have an affair with my "First Love". Or we could have the affair together. I honestly don't know what I'd do without music. With our without words, it just seems to be the best medicine. I don't think I could explain in words how much music means to me. So, I guess my first and only love (for the time being) is and always will be MUSIC.

Sorry Skittles... ;)