It will probably hit me more when the Fall comes and other things start falling in place but until then... I'm making some goals.
Well, first... let's get girls camp out of the way. Girls camp is this week; form
Wednesday to Saturday. It will be different than from past years for 2 reasons.. 1) I'm going as a Leader and 2) I'm going with a different stake! I'd say its pretty stressful but nothing compared to school. Ha! But I'm excited regardless.
Some other goals of mine are to start running again, read more books, properly prepare for college this fall AND yes.... learn a thing or two about cooking. Shocking I know. But honestly I hate when people push me to do things I REALLY don't want to do. This decision was mine and MINE alone. I'm going to teach myself to cook when no one is around to laugh at me or tease me. This way I'll feel better about learning on my own. Something (if anything) that I have taken from high school is that I learn best when I teach myself. I watch then try... like learning from experience. So don't push me.. or I may just give up and cry. I know I'm a big crier and I've learned to embrace it. I hate stress and I hate when people tell me what to do when I already know what to do. And I hate when plans get cancelled.
Anyway.. I'm learning to love myself more rather than let others tear me down. No one deserves it. But I think this is all I've figured for this summer... I'll most likely update when I've decided on more.. and yes. I'll blog about camp and Cameron soon :)
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