Wednesday, June 15, 2011

The Same Ol' Annie

So right at this very moment I am feeling about 30 different feelings... bipolar? Nope! Just going crazy. The thing that bugs me the most right now is the fact that I can't post what I'm feeling... Why? Because people that read my blog like to judge me. Why do I care? Cause I am tired of getting my feelings hurt for who I am. I know it seems childish, but I guess I'm not privileged with the ability to let things go easily. Words stick to me and harden like cement. Its hard to let them go. So what now? I keep it bottled inside.

1 comment:

Carly said...

word of advice...(from experience)..1)it's not healthy to keep things bottled inside. Not healthy physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. 2) this is your blog...say whatever you want. We have a beautiful gift of agency given to us. Yes, it's important to care about what others think..but that shouldn't control our opinions about ourselves and we shouldn't be afraid to be who we are. Take it from me...I'm SO not normal. :) Don't have my ears pierced, never dye my hair, was home schooled, don't like watching PG-13's, don't say "cr*p", "s*ck", "fa*t", etc. I do and think a lot of things differently than others but I'm not afraid to be different. Don't be afraid to be unique. If someone doesn't like what you put on your blog, they can complain about it on their own. lol. That's why it's your blog and not theirs.