Weekend

Wow. What a weekend... i didn't sleep, didn't really eat much, still have a nasty cold thing... but hopefully things will start turning around for me!

Funny when a person says they go through something personal and people either dig in to it way to much and judge that person or read into it and really care and want to help. Which are you? Cause I'm kind of self battling a few things and i just want to be accepted for me and not by the things that i go through. Does that make sense?

For the past few weeks i have been reading into some people who have battled similar things; how they pushed through and how they made it to where they are today. One thing that helped them to over come their personal issue was to open up and talk to people about it.

I have been trying to write something down on my blog all day, get it all out of my system, but I just am at loss of words. I don't know if that means I should wait until I feel comfortable (that may take awhile) or just step outside of my comfort zone and talk about it. I don't normally REALLY open up to people unless i feel comfortable with that person. But I guess I could us all the help I could get. So I guess I write this post to ask for help.

What do you think I should do?

But honestly, I'm not down with people just wanting to judge me or talk about me behind my back. I want all of you to understand that this is a difficult thing for me to do and I am really looking for some support and advice. I am really seeking some help. I haven't talked to anyone about this before so I'm kind of new at this...

Feed back would be great! Thanks everyone for reading... it really means a lot!