I Just Am

People have asked me in past, "Why are you down?"
Sometimes I feel like I get this question a lot.... SO here I am to clarify..
I'M NOT DOWN!!! Most of the time people see me while I am deep in thought, and I can make some pretty weird faces while I'm thinking. Haha!
Honestly though, my thinking face (and my normal face for that matter) can seem to look like I'm upset at something. But, I'M NOT!! Haha
Like I've stated before;

I am me.
I like me (well, I'm getting there)
I'm not changing me.
If you don't like me.. that's too bad..
Your missing out.

Haha well, now that that is cleared up..
What's new?!
I have listening to lots of music when I get the chance. I have found it to be very therapeutic for me, I've even been drawing, running and playing some piano. It's nice to be (almost) back to where I was when I was happiest.

I've also been working a lot!! Subway is transferring me to a different store, and I am STILL waiting for a promotion at Justice. But I am staying positive about it and convincing myself that it will come soon and I am becoming a better employee while I patiently wait my turn.

 I am hoping to buy a car soooooon!!! Like, really soon. Another thing that has become therapeutic is driving. It's nice to get away from everything and anything and just drive. Windows down, music up load and jamming.

Also, I'm not in school this semester. Hopefully I will be this coming fall! I just really want to focus on other things that I think are more important.... I know... "What?! Education is the most important thing like EVER!!" But everyone has different perspectives on things so you shouldn't judge mine.

Hmm... I think that about wraps it up.. my room is still messy, I still have lots of laundry to do and I STILL am obsessed with nail polish and country music haha the others not so much. Ha and I like  never sleep, but I guess that's not new either. I always thought I'd get MORE sleep after HS... but I was wrong. STILL can't sleep. BUT some nights I do sleep... and I do for a LOOOONG time. I love it when that happens.... but my family? Not so much. Haha

What I'm looking forward?!
Almost forgot... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Haha
It's 2012. Weird.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to growing up a little more this year with new experiences and new adventures. Every year holds something new and unexpected. So here is to New and Unexpected.
This year I really want to focus on my happiness and do what I feel is best for me, I always talk about it but I REALLY want to act on it now. I feel like I know what makes me happy now from the past few months and now I can focus on that. Maybe meet someone new? Haha
I want to get back into reading. I feel like I haven't read a book (other than a textbook) in ages! And I want to work on budgeting my money better (not as many Buckle jeans for me).
And of course there is always the I wanna run more and work out more. Haha which I started back in mid December and is going pretty great so far! Also this year, I really want to strive to reach some dreams of mine.. some are really silly, but I'm feeling confident about it.

So I guess that is it for now! Haha
Hopefully I'll have some pictures in my next post.. my camera has been dead for a little while.. :/